Ministry of Sound

The site is up!

i need answers

What is happening to our blog? it's getty dustier as the days go, as the time ticks. Does it mean that we don't care anymore?

anyway, i'm feeling damn awful now. so it's ranting time.

Relatively, I had a relaxed day today, given that I left office almost on the dot. Had dinner and went home after that. kinda supposed to watch movie, but was cancelled. So looking forward to it..oh well. The day ended JUST like that! And for once i felt weird going back so early on a weekday.

While walking back home, a sudden surge of boredom (cos left early) and stress (what else) rushed up to my mind and i have yet recovered from it. i'm tired but i don't want to sleep. i'm supposed to research but i don't even have the slightest mood to do. i feel so dead. mentally.

Canon is driving us crazy, especially me. I want to cry but my tears is stubborn. As what Jia said "What can't kill will make you stronger", i know stress can't kill me physically, but mentally it is. URGH! I'm feeling awful and I hate myself for being so weak.

Tommorrow will come regardless what
I have to face it no matter what