i quit.
finally i quit prudential
because my manger asked me to see a mental doctor and it pissed me off damn badly. so yesi quit. and i think you guys should be happy about it because you guys never se e me going anywyhere in this fuckined ganecy right? so yes i quit.

i quit. and i am damn fucking happy that i finally found the courage to leave and quit. and fuck thing sup.

i quit qui t i quit i quit iuqit.

this is my 5th night drinking and i'm high for th 3rd time i think.

but ye s i quit.and tomoworrow i am going to take my thigs from the locker.

Drama Queens

We can start our own drama series.

life is mamkiing choices and when you realise tha tyou made the wrong choise, oyou live wth it and mkaeht eh bes tout of it.

life uskc sin a way. but that's life. and so od read my blgo fo rmore updates o my whatever
i am dvreufking hingh again lah

and i radrink not on empty stomcha. i don' know wha ti drank . please ask ying. i tink i kilsssed peope i should kiss tonight. again. like wtf.

hut likes let's celebrate e quitting my fb fprever and realyl forevre. cause he's an asshole. i have no idea whtf i called jus tnow. tomorwow i will check mu phone. bye.

miss my f b cause i thi nk i'm a inv love with him in somedwhere. so yon're not the only one yuN!

and hi chose to lov ehim! caus eh's good. he's like fucking good
really.

really relaly really.

but he didn't eplry m y sms again. and never bpick up my call, kuje wtf. asshole. really. asshole. idot
. i hat ehim tnow
but imiss him. cuas eh's really good. woooooooooooooo HEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEH
rem ing md not to diank on emo ty stoamch. itmake s me high.especially bneer okay? not beer. BERE IS BDAD>smokeing is good! clbbing wihtout smoking sucks! :( :(((((((((((((((((

HHEHESHHEHEHEH! been along time since someone blog heree yiou know! and 'gm glad you did it! told yo bluggoing is good for health! to realise your unhappienss! and that he owlrd scks!

LOVE YOIU DEPP DEPP AGAIN!

HEHEHEHHEHEHEH! i need ot sleep right? goodbye!!!!!!!! til lnext time then!

HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEH!!!! I AM FUCKING HIGH CAUE I DRANK ON EMPT Y STOAMCH AGAIN!!!!! HEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHHEHEHHEHEHEHHEHEHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND IWHEN I"M HIGH I TEN DYTO TALK NONSNESNE!!!! HEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHHE!!!!

Pessimism

awww c'mon, we all make mistakes.
we make choices that we'll regret and somehow it really make you feel like you have some kinda lump in your throat and a heavy heart that feels achy breaky.

one can never move to a happier place if they don't let go of the mistakes they make. so c'mon let's try to let go and just blame it on irrational mind and the once in a blue moon stupidity.

love makes people do crazy things.
and every human being longs to be treated like they're special.
so when that someone you love so much is not treating you the way you want them to, you'll somewhat go crazy.
cause.... love makes people do crazy things.
it's not going to be easy.
it's going to take lots of time.
but let's move together, heal together, be there for each other cause when there's support, things always look and feel better - just like a push up bra.

but first if you would want to look at things in a negative aspect, it's going to be darn difficult to get on with stuff.
neither should you look at things through rose tinted glasses.
i mean you know, just chill and take things one step at a time.
be real.
you can't help how you feel but you can not make yourself feel worst by doubting yourself or your self worth.
it's time to live cause after a huge fucking crisis, and i'm sure we've all been through a few, we've emerged alive and we've still got love in us.
and love makes us do crazy things.

and though i may be an ass at times, i love you all and i'll always pray for all of us to fall into place and finally find ourselves and our happiness.
i know where i've got to find mine. you just got to really chill and take the world as a circus where you can have lots of laughs.

and oh yes sharing helps. don't keep things bottled up. i know i always say this though i always bottle things ups.... but if you could you should just let it all out.

and yes... FREEDOM to be ourselves is a big big deal too.
so remember don't change for anyone but yourself.

it's late and i've got to go konk out so for now chill and....

i love you all!!!

Choices? Regrets?

I miss a particular someone EVERYDAY and it's driving me crazy!!! What should I do?!

Hate all these dramas. How I wish all these had never happened.

There are many times I hope to just close my eyes, sleep and not care about anything else, without any worries. If only I have the abilities to manipulate time.

Jia told me that life is about choices when I told her I feel that life is about regrets. Let's just say life is about making choices which makes you regret in the end. How do I know? Well, it happened to me.