Crap

crap. monday i'm starting school again... crap. it's wed now. i've got 4 more days to enjoy. HAIYA! I HATE GOING BACK TO TMC! hopefully it won't take up all my time and we can still meetup. just thinking about seeing my lecturers makes me sick. *pukes*

anyway hope you all had fun yesterday eventhough it was a slow day. it was at least relaxing. i think we're looking forward to dressing up this saturday more then looking forward to seeing astrid get married. right right? hahahaha. ok ah lazy to blog.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY YUN DARLING!!!!  

faith

faith be it in religion or simply in each other. how much faith do we have in each other? how much faith do we have in our partners? how much faith do we have in God? how much faith does our parents have in us?

why in the whole freaking world am i talking about faith? cause i have no title for the post and i don't know what to blog about. it's just a decoy for being nonsensical but seriously what do you have faith in?

for me, i have faith in my family that they'll always be there for me when i need them and even when i don't need them. i have faith in you all cause it's you all that have been with me since forever and i want to thank you all for it - for all the times you've been there, for everything you've done, for the support and for the care and concern and even for the "irritating moments" that ensured that i could still feel. i have faith in daryl but the question is how much? i have alot of faith in him but there's still a doubt there if he'll run off with some bitch but that's wher faith comes in right? so ya i have 98% faith in him. ok la i have faith in him la. haha.

what do i not have faith in? i have no faith in the government, pretentious people, the school system, liberal issues which don't even seem liberal at all to me. i have no faith in my lecturers they do such a lousy and slip shot job but want to act as though they so freaking smart. i think i'm just pissed off with the fact that my holidays are ending and i got to see their fucked up face that needs a good bashing again on monday. AIYA! that's one more freaking week. i feel so irritated already. i hate her i hate them. i hate my school. they're all shit. stinks!

don't know what else to crap about so that's it for now.

another monday

i hate mondays. okay nevermind.

anyways, yy did call me just now. at 4.30pm and asked if i want to meet up for dinner. she was outside and using don't know whose handphone. but very obviously at 4.30pm which is like almost dinner time, i already have dinner plans. i do not sit around by my phone just to wait for her to call and ask me out for dinner. i am not desperate for her company. and i feel that it's only because whoever she's with already have dinner plans, that's why she calls me. okay nevermind. i shall not bother so much about her.

the sia interview, obviously i never use the OMG you mean i've shrunk tactic lah. there were so many girls there. watching each other, mentally judging each other. of course, i've met a couple of nice girls there. actually just one. she's from malaysia. very nice. too bad i didn't catch her name. i'm damn bad in names. she saw that i was rather nervous and she told me not to worry so much. she said she was like that when she went for her first interview. (actually i was nervous, because i saw them starting to measure people's height and i knew that was it for me.) then she wished me luck also. i like to think that she was genuinely nice and not faking it.

a lot of girls from tp. because i saw them holding the portfolio that says TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC. saw this girl who was from tp also. she was like looking at everyone and having this "you all are just wasting your time, look at me, i'm the best, i can make it, but you all sure cannot make it" look. very irritating. i felt that alot of girls there are very fake. it just reminds me of a beauty pageant whereby everyone is just pretending to be nice and all.

and yes, after this experience with sia, i think sia sucks. as i think i think sia people are too full of themselves. or rather the company itself. just because sia is one of the best airline in the world, doesn't mean that they have the right to look down on people. gulf air, on the other hand, is so much better and nicer than sia, even though i've never heard of it until quin told me.

and so i didn't make it into any of the airlines. but that doesn't mean i'm not going to try again. maybe i'll try other airlines, maybe i'll go learn pilates to grow taller first. i believe that God has better plans for me. He doesn't want me to become a sia slut. maybe He wants me to be the next president of singapore. mwhahahha. and yes, my cousin better shut up about sia in front of me next time. it is so irritating and i'm still pissed over the time when she said i'm short. frankly speaking, like what i told my mother, i don't think she can make it to sia too, even though she has the height, unless she starts learning to use her brain before opening her mouth.

i am going to read "the purpose driven" chapter 2. he say read one chapter a day and it's 0032 now so it's a new day so i can read a new chapter ! mwhahaa. but i still haven't really thought about the first chapter. hmmmm

Sundays Blues

Yep. It's Sunday and I'm starting to feel the blues already. *SULKS* What's worse..the freaking weather is killing me!

Anyway, what Daryl said was quite true. She should at least call you all earlier and ask if she's planning to join you all. But you know her. She's so blurrrr. She's that kind that will call when she suddenly remembers it. Can't blame her actually. So, let's just let her live her own life and do whatever she wants yah? We should try to stop thinking about all the "what if" and "if" questions since we do not know what was going on. Sometime, assumptions only make things worse, make yourself more pekcek also. What's the pt right?

And one thing, we are not MOTHERLY and KPO! We are just concerned! =|

So you two went for the interviews yesterday. How were they? And what had happened to Jia? Did you really use the "OMG! You mean I've shrunk?" tactic???? Haha!

I'm now freaking bored and you 2 are not online. Always like this. Our timing are always different. *sigh* IRRITATING! HOTHOTHOT! Hope to catch ya gurls later!

wonders of wonders

ok, as we all know, yingyi dropped her phone on the road and it most probably got crushed into a million pieces. we have no other way to contact her. i called her house a couple of times just now just to try to get a hold of her but her mum said she wasn't in. but WONDERS OF ALL WONDERS guess what?

at about 3am just now timothy called me but i was doing something so i did not pick up his call. so i msg him back and ask him what is it? then a reply came...

"this is ying here, so tomorrow you all still going sentosa? "

then i was like EH? wah lau... she go out with him so late even if we are going sentosa she also will say she not going already la. then i msg back say not going liao cause royden not feeling too well. then she say ok, then want to meet for dinner tomorrow cause she not working and she's free. so i said anything, contact jia and see how loh if going ask jia call me.

then it struck me when daryl said this - "you all very weird, why you bother so much about her when all she cares about is timothy? she should at least call you all earlier and see if we all going sentosa what, if we going we'll all be sleeping already then she also lan lan don't know if we going or not then next morning she also won't call you cause she'll be sleeping what! why you all so motherly and kepo."

then i was very angry cause WE'RE NOT MOTHERLY AND KEPO! then i think think think, ya true. if she really wanted to go sentosa, she should have called us earlier. if she can call tim to go out and meet then she can spare a few seconds or 1 min max call to either of us to find out about the sentosa thing. aiya... seriously, i think we should just let her be and let her live her own life. don't so kepo already. then by being not so kepo and very heck care it won't get on our nerves so much - at least it won't get on MY nerves so much. yups yups.

ok ah. i go watch soccer - it sucks but it's there.

Quiz

Part One - Names

1. Your REAL Name: Ye Qiao Yun
2.What friends call you: yun. yunyun. ahsoh(irritating)
3. What your ex boy/girl friend calls you: i don't rem and i don't care
4. What's a name you once wished you'd rather have? no comments on that
5. What is/are the ugliest name(s): Dicky
6.what would you name these if you had them as pets? a. kokkok b. goose c. quekquek pirate d. a hot girl: ??
7. If there was a song about you, what would it be called? *shrugs*
8. What would you name your kids? melcher? i have absolutely no idea. i have not think that far yet.
9. What would you name a ship you built? peace? haha
10. If you wrote a book, what would it be called?: the autobiography of a living dead..HA

Two - Have you ever...

11. Thrown up in public? nope
12. Eaten or drank anything spoiled? uh huh
13. Had a rip in your pants you didn't know about? don't think so
14. Tripped while checking someone out? nope
15. Had to pay for something you broke? nope
16. Nearly drowned? nope
18. Had a crush on somebody NOT single?: hmmmm....
19. Been stuck in the rain? nope
20. Been attacked by an animal? nope
21. Caught people having sex? nope
22. Fallen asleep while driving? i don't even have a frigging license yet
24. Felt attracted to someone of the same sex? urm..yah
24. Actually slipped on a banana peel? nope
25. Made a wish that came true? hmm....tough one..

Part Three - Complete The Sentence

26. I once had a dream i was kissing...some1?
27. I'm only racist towards...stupidants
29. I'd give anything to have sex with...johnny depp?
30. Nothing sucks more than having to...be unappreciated
31. If i had six bucks i'd buy...nothing
32. It's hot. I should take off my...nothing..i will on the air con!
33. It's always more fun if you...are doing stupid things and laughing over them with someone you are close with
34. You can't eat steak without...a fork and knife
35. You better shut up before I...slap you
36. Just put it in my...bag..money is preferred
37. I really like you and everything...but i'm sorry i'm a gay.. HA
38. I'm not who you think I am...so don't judge me..
39. Dude!...So fake. YUCKS.

Part Four - What would you do if...

40. A dirty old guy at the airport slaps your ass? STARE AT HIM AND GIVE HIM ONE TIGHT SLAP
41. You witness somebody about to steal your car? call the cops
42. You wake up with a billion spiders crawling all over you? i will scream until they are gone
43. You farted while giving a persuasive speech in class? *rolls eyes*
44. The person you just kissed tells you they have oral herpes? kill him and kiss his friends
45. A genie let's you have three wishes? wish for more wishes...
46. The government allowed you to choose one thing to be made illegal and one thing to be legalized? Hillys shld be banned and No censorship for movies
47. Britney Spears was at your front door asking for jumper cables? slam the door at her face
48. You had a time machine? go back to when i'm born
49. FOX gave you a half hour show to do whatever you wanted? kill all the irritating ppl

Part Five - Would You Rather...

50. find the cure for cancer or the cure for aids? cancer
51. have the power to fly, or the power to teleport? fly
52. have the power to see the future, or the power to record your dreams? see the future
54. be lost in a forest, or stuck in a box? lost in a forest
55. be in a drama movie, or a comedy? drama
56. be in a hip hop video or a rock video? rock
57. have your birthday on Christmas Day, or on February 29th? June 29th
58. live in the sewer, or in Afghanistan? neither
59. be in a mental institution or in a penitentiary? mental instituion
60. snow board or hang glide? hang glide
61. be a ninja or a pirate? pirate

Part Six - What's the FIRST thing that comes to your mind when you read the following words?


62. Courage: William Wallace
63. Driver: taxi
64. Yoga: my ex classmate..that's his name
65. Bakery: YUMYUM
66. Roach: YUCKS
67. Mushroom: SURP
68. Sprung: Spring
69. Exotic: hot wax? HA
70. Pythagorean: ?

Part Seven - Miscellaneous

72. What is your definition of love? love is everywhere and it can be contagious
73. List 3 words identifying a person you are currently interested in: smart, humourous and mature
74. Reveal a secret about you that nobody knows of, but type it in acronym form: #$%%^
75. Close your eyes, turn around, and then open them: i feel like sleeping
76. Were you too scared to do it? huh?
77. Who or what is your worst enemy? low self esteem
78. Who is the last person you kicked? no idea
79. If you had to be a chess piece, which piece would you be? Queen
80. Name 3 people you know whose names begin with the last letter of your first name: norman..no more..
81. What's one romantic thing somebody's done for you? none
82. If you had to break 1 of your bones, which bone would it be? none


FINALLY DONE! and look at the time! 2.48am! SHUCKS!

Testing 1 2 3

taken in borders. haha

Crap

To make it clear

I DID NOT PURPOSELY NOT PICK UP HER CALL ON FRIDAY. I WAS HAVING MY PILATES AND AFTER MY CLASS I DID CALL HER BACK BUT "SHE" DID NOT PICK UP. ANYWAY SHE SENT ME A MSG SAYING THAT SHE CAN MEET AFTER 9+. I'M NOT FREE CAUSE I WENT TO MEET MY POLY FRIENDS AND YESTERDAY IF JIA DID NOT MSG HER FIRST SHE DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO CONTACT HER.

This is getting irritating and I don't want to have to bother about it that is why i've decided to not bother anymore. it's my choice. i never ask you all to do it also. i just need time to cool off before i blow up.

Another thing, her conversation touches my heart but i don't give a fuck.

She wants to meet me she asks personally. And if my schedule does not allow it then it's not my fault. all of us have other friends outside too and we have our own lives too. My school's starting on the 5th so just get this over with. I'm gonna be damn stressed out i'm sure i'll just flare up. that's this.

Wednesday i'll listen to her talk but only if i see she's sincere then i'll be fine with it.

As jia said, I don't want to get into a tiff with you all too cause this is all MY thinking and that i'm just letting you all know about it. Everyone is entitled to their own thoughts and feelings right? So if I should be corrected, correct me.

isn't it a bit too late ?

okay, my take on this thing. yes, i agree. maybe the bitching has to stop. maybe we should just ignore this whole thing and forget about her as a friend. yes that's my opinion.

actually i felt kind of bad when i didn't answer her calls last night. but after reading what yun blogged. i realised that she didn't even feel that we're pissed until i never pick up her calls. i mean okay lah, we know that she's blur. but blur to this extend ? as in if i had really picked up her calls last night, then she'll just think that everything is okay and continue being like that ? it just goes to show how much she cares really.

and isn't it a bit too late for her to make any amendments now ? okay, i'll understand if she has been busy with work and school stuff. but the thing is, from what i heard from tim, they have been meeting almost everyday. and when she has off day, she didn't even bother to ask us out. i'm not saying that she SHOULD ask us out on every off day she has. i understand that she has other friends too. and other stuff to do. but it's like for the past few weeks, she didn't even bother to sms and call us lor. and we have to know about her stuff through tim. like wth ?

and the question about were we like that when she was with daniel and why the big fuss when she's with tim. firstly, daniel is her bf. or rather ex bf. tim is not. in my opinion, tim just treats her as a friend. and she's just throwing herself at him. and the fact that she actually said that he is more important at this point of time pisses me off.

and i don't get it. why must we always be the one going to look for her ? and why can't she take the initiative to come look for us ? haven't you all noticed that from last time she work bojangles also we go and find her ? then now can cafe. it's like she expects us to always be the ones looking for her. and sms-ing her.

and you know what ? i bet if i didn't sms her last night to ask if she wants to join us today at ikea, she won't even sms any of us and say that she's free on wed to meet. you get what i mean ? i hate the fact that it has always got to be us to ask her out and stuff. i hate the fact that it has always got to be us taking the initiative and she just saying that she's busy to contact us. if she has the time to contact tim to meet, why doesn't she have time for us ? and the thing that pisses me off now is that she doesn't think what she's doing right now is wrong. maybe putting a guy over friends is nothing to her, but in my opinion, this is the worst thing a friend can ever do. i really don't know if i should still regard her as a friend or not.

right now, what i really don't want is a fight between the 3 of us. we have seen our group becoming smaller from i don't know how many until now the 3 of us. i really do not wish to argue with anyone of you because of her. it's not worth it in my opinion. of course, you can always tell me that i'm very evil and mean to think this of her. but really, my impression of her right now is not very good. and i really do not wish to quarrel because of her.

All this bitching has got to stop.

Yes. As above, all this bitching has got to stop. I'm kind of over it, why can't you two? Yes. I know I was involved in the bitching too. But that was last time. Let's stop all these and don't do all these bitching behind her back, alright? I feel like crying seeing how things turn out. Guess we did not communicate like we planned to. I did it online last time and you know how this Internet shit can twist things around. I was kinda indirect cos' I didn't want things to turn out sour. Very awkward I know. I think I will freak out looking at her face and tell her everything we were unhappy about. I'd mistaken her, thinking that she might find us overeacted over this issue, but no she did not, she just felt we did not say things directly (which is very true).

Anyway, I had a talk with her just now. She felt something was wrong when Jia msged her yesterday and did not pick up the phone after that when she called but could still reply her msges after that. That's sort of bugging her. She felt she's bothering us. Quin also did not answer her call when she called you up on Friday. Now she's initiating but yet you girls are avoiding her? hmm...

She told me how she felt about the whole thing. Were we like that when she was with daniel? But why the big fuss when she's with Tim. I myself also don't know. Anyways, we care for her, she knows and she too care for us too. We will always be friends she can rely on, likewise she can be someone we can rely on. Anyway, this is part of the conversation.

Metamorphosis says:
hanging out little doesn't mean not good friends...
Metamorphosis says:
to me...
Metamorphosis says:
what i think makes freinds really special and good
Metamorphosis says:
is that when a fren is in need, all she needs to do is give a call, ask...
Metamorphosis says:
and her fren will be there...
Metamorphosis says:
we all are busy with our own things in life, taking different jobs, different routes haveing different schedules...
Metamorphosis says:
try as i may, I would make time out for you all...
Metamorphosis says:
but if i can' im really sorry....but remember that if you need someone to listen...you're feeling like shit, just let me know and hey man, I'll be there
Metamorphosis says:
i mean, I dunno if i've been doing that without fail every time someone calls...
Metamorphosis says:
but i always try my best

Ok. That's all for now. She didn't want me to tell you all about this first. She wants to talk about it directly. So be ready for it k? Calm down and let's handle this together. This will be over soon. I hope.

Living It Up

Don't you people just hate excuses? Well, i FUCKING hate excuses. "I was busy". SO BUSY TO EVEN DROP A FUCKING MSG? We never even demand that she must meet up with us and she doesn't even know how to show some sense of decency that she cares about us or not. She only realize we exists when she wants or need something. YOU'RE OUR MAID NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND! Excuses Excuses Excuses it's just excuses. Busy? You? Busy? Then what the fuck are you doing late in the night or rather after midnight with him? if she's so fucking busy, shouldn't she NOT be meeting him every single freaking day and doing the stuff that she's busy with? it just shows that she actually IS not busy. she's occupied by her desperateness to get a guy for herself. i don't blame him cause it's a fact that even if it's not him, it'll be another guy. she just throws herself at any tom, dick or harry or anyone with a hairy dick or simply a dick. she's such a total slutbitchwhore. cheap and loose. i don't know her anymore and she's not the person she use to be and i hate her. it's ok to hate someone i don't know so i don't want to give a fucking fuck anymore. the more i think about it, the more pissed off i get so now once and for all. it's over. i've wipe my hands off her. on wednesday i'm getting my stuff back and it's bye. i'll forgive and forget BUT that's only when she learns to be sincerely sorry and start anew and stop her nonsense. One day she'll surely get herself into some deep shit then she'll learn or maybe she won't even learn. For now, she's a stranger to me. I'm living it up to the title of "Cold Hard Bitch" - just to let you all know
 

Lesbianism

Here is a lesbian photo. HAHAHAHAHA!!!! yun's the best porn photographer ever. she makes innocent photos come to live! woooo!!!! hahahaha! i think i'm having fun posting photos. i think i'm going mad with this hello thingy. anyways, we're so in love with each other we don't really care. HOHOHOHOHO!!! right jia? and we're going to marry Mr Ang and Mr Tan together. (mr ang is daryl and mr tan is royden) if Miss Ye and Mr Ng wants to join in the group marriage we'll be happy to marry you all too!  

Deluded Fuckwit

This is the beginning of the end of our friendship with the desperado. why won't she come to her senses 

it was all yellow

it's difficult to think of a title. can i just put anything that comes into my mind? can ah. can la. ok set. YAY!

jia and i were in toa payoh today. it's weird. people there are weird. the pasar malam was boring. i don't know what to blog anymore. later alligator!

u forgot to ask her for ur shirt, my shirt, my books, yun's cd, eus's md cable and dont know if got anything else. yups daryl's doing some stupid duty where he stays in the office and swings about his chair eating horlicks sweets and then use the phone to call me. the main duty is to pick up calls. WHAT SIA! then tomorrow then he can come out. ASSHOLES ASSHOLES ASSHOLES!!!! I HATE THESE PEOPLE WHO STARTED NATIONAL SERVICE! ASSHOLES!!! but no one can be more of an asshole as yingyi man. what an asshole. ya anyway this is the list of things that yingyi owes us:
1) lots of meals(cause i pay for her alot that time)
2) jia's shirt
3) quin's shirt
3) quin's books - shakespeare and the devil wears prada
4) yun's greenday cd
5) eus's md cable
6) her life!

ok. i'm bored. i shall go talk to jia on msn now. BUAIS!

i just blogged a rather long post on my blog. i decided that i'm very sick and tired of this yy thingy. and so i hope she reads my blog. and gets it. if not, then it's goodbye to her and 1 lesser friend for me then. i don't really care anymore. why bother so much when the person in particular doesn't really care ? all she cares is timothy timothy timothy. my ass. i hope he gets sick of her and stop contacting her. yes, i am very evil. but this is nothing compared to how she treated us. and i hate it when a friend puts a guy first over friends. it just reminds me of that oh-look-at-me-i-am-so-cute-i-am-a-wawa person. whatever. i don't really regard yy as a friend anymore.

ah was reading the whole afternoon. then now you 2 not online. yy not online also. hmmmm but tim is online. and surprisingly not in away or busy mode. i'm looking for people to gossip. haha. i logged in friendster and realised that the bulletin board is spammed yet once again but the oh-i-am-so-cute person. this is getting irritating and gross. thingy thingy thingy. i hope he dumps her. MWHAHAHAHA i am so evil.

Got this from my friend's blog..

Toilet talk

heard this frm the swiming pool

this family of 3...
2 young kids wif their dad
the kids the age of at most pri 2 or 3...

anyway this is wat i heard

kid1:daddy why ur kkj so big one
dad:aiya grow up will become like tat
kid1 and kid2:giggle
kid1:why ur kkj bigger than mine?
dad:aiya grow up will become bigger
kid1 and kid2:giggle again

a while later..
dad:stop touching lah
kid1 and kid2:giggle
dad:stop touching lah dirty..

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HAHAHAHHAHA

haha..it can't be THAT scary right? its sth to be looking forward to..your big day..so there's actually nothing much to be freaked out abt! Keep your cool and be a cool bride that day! STEADY! ha..(Y)

Anyways, do you gurls watch soccer? I don't mean just sit in front of the tv and stare at the match. I mean really watch just like any other guys? My colleagues are talking abt soccer just now..(eh no..for the past few days) Was wondering whether they watched it for the fun since like its the latest "hot" topic now and to mix in the crowd? or simply watch cos their bf watch? or they really INTO SOCCER?? (for that..i doubt so) I'm sure there are gurls ard who enjoy watching soccer like any other guys..but dunno y..just feel that its kinda fake when they seems so damn interested whenever the soccer matches topic is brought up, talking abt the scores and goals..blah blah blah.. *rolls eyes" that's wat i feel is fake. yucks! kinda bimboic i feel and moreover..they are gurls who enjoy shopping and enjoy taking care of their appearance..don't like to read..not exactly the sporty girls u've seen..(that's annabelle..hehe)..not like the intellectual ones..(that's US! HAHAH) Whatever, i just feel fake abt all this and starting to feel gross out..

Just msged yy ard half an hr ago and as expected..no reply from her. And guess what? She's ONLINE..not AWAY.. Hmmmm...

I shall blog later..

i'm thinking if i'm astrid i'll be damn freaked out and then i'll die. scary.

it was great hanging out with u all yesterday. well, after yun left, jia and i went to borders and bought some books. Then we went to the mcdonalds outside shaw and saw some pretty WEIRD things. there was this group, the girl was cutting up the bottom part of her jeans then passing it to her friend... a guy to pin it to his bottom half of his 3/4 denim bottom to make it look like a pair of jeans. jia and i suspect they're not locals and are doing that so that they can get into chinablack. then there was this girl from another group who was wearing a flower in her hair but she was in trackpants. weird and she acted all "OH HI! MUAH MUAH!!!" so bimbo... then 2 girls came and they looked underaged. they were dressed quite provacatively and the one in yellow was on the phone and she said "they don't let me in cause they see my friend's ic then they say cannot go in." and she sounded very pissed but it's a law that if you're under 18 u can't go in then so angry for what? no right to be angry what... not your fucking ic also. kao pei. then we went home. jia went to take 56 and i went to take 65 at lucky plaza. then at the bus stop there was this weird girl. she works in yoshinoya... how i know? CAUSE SHE WAS IN THE UNIFORM LA! then she got ALOT of pimples and like want to act cool like that so she was listening to her discman or something and bobbing her head like she was listening to 50 cent or something then suddenly she started singing, she was listening to.... everytime by britney .... this kind of song can head bang mey? then nevermind the weird night wasn't over. i went up the bus there were 2 gay men. they were dressed in guy's clothes but damn ugly clothes. they got men body... fat fat with beer belly. but they had hair pins and make up on. GROSS!!!! then they were trying to hit on the indian men sitting in front of me. for once i've witnessed indian men looking damn freaked out. actually they're bangladeshis i think. hahahaha. then i wanted to laugh and was having mean thoughts that the table turned on me. the 2 gays started getting facinated with my eyes. then ask me why green? you not chinese ah? wah very pretty eyes ah... what the fuck. haven't they heard of coloured contacts? stupid. but then again they're stupid and from their dressing i think they're from some ulu place maybe thailand? or indonesia? ah whatever.... the world's so weird now. even our friends are weird. lucky we're not weird we're special. this typing is some tiring shit man. anyways, see you all soon! and yun, don't be so stress, relax and take it easy. no point stressing yourself out. remember... STAY COOL AND FUNKY! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

wah lau. i think i'm going mad. i'm bored but i know i have many things to do. but i just don't feel like doing them cause it doesn't really concern me. school will be starting again on 5th july. boring... but at least i got something to do. ok ah. we're still thinking of meeting or not. siao... FASTER DECIDE LEY.

and ah yes. i watched a little of blink 182 i miss you mtv just now in this shop in suntec. and i realise i want to watch the whole mtv. but i can't seem to find it in irc. can someone download for me ? i want it i want it i want it. beautiful song.

ah hmmm. i am rather braindead now. been out since 10.30am. accompanying my cousin. she's going hk soon. and then when she comes back, i guess i'll be going kl with her.

and yah, astrid's wedding. it's like just 2 weeks ahead, but everything's not done. i'll be freaking out if i'm her. i have no idea what to wear too. not planning to buy anything just for this. because i'm terribly broke and i don't want to keep using royden's money.

mac breakfast anyone ? i have this craving for pancakes. and so i bought muji pancakes. haven't tried them yet though. it's still in the shopping bag. i'm too lazy and tired.

I'm bored. Let's plan what to get for Astrid and Ivan one day k? For now, we will keep the voucher idea on the list.

and 1 more thing that is kinda bothering me..I dunno what to wear on that day! Headache!

Do you feel at times u are trying very hard to please everyone and trying so hard to be perfect all the time? That's me (I guess) and I think its time I stop carrying on being like that. I'm trying too hard to strive for more, more than what I am.

I'm not saying I'm trying to please you girls..don't get mistaken. Just wondering what IS the WAY to live? How to spend our lives to the fullest? How to be happy and contented with everything we have, and still be ourselves, and not worrying about trying to be everyone's friend? There are too many "fake" ppl ard and I can't stand it. Why can't they be true to themselves and be what they are?

hello. i have this craving for mcdonald's breakfast. ah, anyone wants to wake up so early and accompany me for mac breakfast one day ?

HEYLIO GIRLS!!! how have you been doing? i just got back from zouk and before that hard rock cafe kl. it's fine here. but i'm sick. having on and off fever, sorethroat and flu. damn irritating. anyways yun, daryl want to thank you for checking his posting for him. as for me, i miss you all very much. using the internet in the business centre in the hotel. damn expensive. RM20 for 1/2 hour. SIAO CUT THROAT! people here all want to CUT OUR THROAT ONE!!! i want to kill them. afterall I HOLD A DAMN MALAYSIAN IC WHAT! dammit... assholes... slut bitch whores!! I HATE THE MALAY CAB DRIVERS HERE... damn chee bai. CHOW HAI!!! okies. anyways, i'll be back on sunday. i'll call you all out then ok? take good care of yourselves. SEE YOU! i'm going back to my room now. tired and my throat hurts. LOVE YOU ALL LOADS.

daryl's posted to SISPEC as a infantry sgt trainee... damn irritating I WANT TO BOMB TEKONG!! he going back to tekong again... sian... but nevermind he now can yaya papaya call me anytime. WEE HOO! oh i bought 3 pairs of shoes liao. hohohoho. all the other money fly away to those CUT THROAT ASSHOLES!!! chow hai....


ok ok gtg. BYE BYE!! SMOOCHIES! HOPE YOU'RE ALL DOING FINE!

wah lau i just read the smurf sex.... sickening. anyways you girls take care ya. see you when i get back! TATA!!!

hello. update update update. gossip gossip gossip. CRAZY. ah so do you suffer from Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome ? or your guy is suffering from Erectile Deficiency ? ahahaha. CRAZY. and yes quin, ENJOY YOUR TRIP TO KL. say boo to your grandma for me !

ok... your invitations to astrid's wedding's with me. she actually not inviting yingyi then she remembered that yy's like close to us then she say she'll pass me to pass to her next time. see la, lucky i hint hint to her. cause just now astrid ask me who i meeting then i say jia and yingyi. then she was like... yingyi? OH YA HOR... IF I NEVER INVITE HER SHE WILL FEEL LEFT OUT

so.. ya la see la... haha.

anyways, got lots to tell u all so meet up soon then i tell u all. muahahahahaha! suspence ah. and oh ya, go www.3rdjuly.com hoho.

oh ya by the way, astrid's wedding, i'm not sure if yingyi's invited so urm don't go all gaga in front of her ok. and i'm not sure who's invited to the dinner also... aiya everything's so blurry now & i'm so stressed

miss universe 2004 is from australia. pretty but not like STUNNINGLY BEAUTIFUL la just any normal ordinary face then you see in magazines kind la. but i liked her dress alot. damn nice. anyways, jia said she might not go daryl's p.o.p. this saturday so YUN YOU STILL GOING OR NOT!!!! i go make him take 4 tickets then you all better don't last minute ah if not later he get into trouble. so by thursday night you 2 better say hor so i can find replacements if you 2 don't want to go and if i cannot find any then you 2 HAVE to go. cause if he get into trouble he'll get some fucked up posting then i'll feel damn dulan. hor hor hor...

ok ah i need to get back to doing my overdued reports. die la... i hate doing work.

okay, enlighten me. i just realised that i've missed friends last night, make that the night before last night and i don't know who are the singapore idol judges. not that it's very important to me. but i just need topics to bitch about. haha. so it's gurmit, dick lee and florence ? florence who ? i have no idea who's that. and ah, while waiting for the rest in ps just now, i saw this book written by simon. it's titled "pardon me for being rude, but ..." or something like that. maybe i'll buy it !

okay, enlighten me. i just realised that i've missed friends last night, make that the night before last night and i don't know who are the singapore idol judges. not that it's very important to me. but i just need topics to bitch about. haha. so it's gurmit, dick lee and florence ? florence who ? i have no idea who's that.

Here's a sample of what might happen:

Typical SG Beng walks into audition room.
Gurmit: so tell us what's your name, what makes you think you are the Singapore(an) Idol and what song you intend to sing to the judges.
Beng: call me Ah Beng (so original). i tink i belly unique u know, i kan seeng, i kan lance, i kan loo it all. i going to seeng fillings..... sure win one. (victory sign pose)

With the judges.
Beng: fillings, nuthing butt fillings, i soooooo lllloooonnneeeellllyyyyyyy....
Dick: Ah Beng, stop stop stop, you are out of tune.
Beng: say who??
Douglas: Really, you are, its such a pain to hear you sing. Or are you even singing?
Beng: knn u say i cannot seeng issit?
Florence: I think what we are trying to say Ah Beng, is that your talents are much better placed elsewhere, like... erm.... erm..... "PSC Nite" ("Pu Wei Zhi Ye" or something like that, my mandarin sucks...)
Beng: lnb u saying i not gut enuff to be Singapore(an) Idol (rolls up sleeves)
Ken: ah, but your dancing quite there..... Security! Security!


If Simon were to be part of the panel...

Simon : That was absolutely ghastly.
Beng : Huh? Simi?
Simon : No, my name is Simon. I am saying that your singing is not up to par.
Beng : You say I can seng at a bar? Kala OK issit?
Simon : Eat Shit? How dare you! You sound like you are croaking!
Beng : This one not Singapore Idol meh? How come he asking me to cook?
Simon : Somebody shoot me or him please...

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