Fucked up start of 2007

I just got back home. Suddenly I have this sudden urge to cry, but no tears wants to come out. (Sounds familiar? heh.) I'm feeling fucking down, damn ashamed of myself and the worst thing is I don't know what to do about it. I guess I just need to get some stupid sleep (which is a waste of my time) and clear my stupid mind. If only I just cry all out, I think all things might be solved at least for now.

Sigh, that aside, I miss you girls loads. =)