Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Seriously

Retarded? You retarded sia... why would you wish you were retarded? That's a retarded wish man.

Aiya life's fucked. Everything is just an illusion and I can't wait to just bloody retire and live for good on a beautiful island.

I'm still stuck in the phase where I can't do anything and I'm totally stuck. Best part, I don't even have the courage to just drop everything I own. Overall, we're just human. We judge, we get judge, we hate being judged but somehow we just love to judge others. Make it a point not to judge. That is something that will make life more pleasant I assure you. I try not to judge but you know me, I'm angsty. So even if i don't judge a person, I can bloody well somehow or another hate him or her just because he or she is taking up my space or blocking my walkway or something.

By limiting the judging activity, we have so much more time to revel in the pleasures and beauty of mankind and our surrounding. Block the bad, take in and digest the good. Take deep breaths (that's why yun always tell me to do when i'm fucking pissed off). It works wonders. Close your eyes. Lie down and just smile. Think happy thoughts. Look at the sky. Stay away from the computer. You know, do those little things that we all so long to do but just never had time to do them just because we're so caught up in our little world of selfishness and always wanting to make it big in life. Who cares how much money you have in your bank? The only person who does is yourself. As long as you're doing something you love and able to pay the bills, live a comfortable debt free life, provide for your love ones and you know buy stuff that you like, what's the big fucking deal about having to have a big paycheck? It's all in this thing called pride. The main reason a person wants a big fucking important title to his name and a big fucking paycheck is so they can show that..."HEY YOU! KISS MY ASS I'M BETTER THAN YOU!" well, yeah. There are those genuinely rich people who don't give a shit about how much they're earning but they're making big bucks because simply they're doing something they are good at and enjoying the work. But why stress yourself up and do something you hate just because the money is good? Well, of course you're aiming to buy an airline company or something, then i have not much left to say.

Actually I'm just being crappy. It would just be nice to see people enjoying life more than stressing out and being depressed. Cause 90% depress and 10% happy is fucking depressing. We should all just lead a balance life. How to? I don't know, everyone has a way. Find yours. Be happy. Snap your fingers and snap out of the depression.

Love you. Love me.

Well, remember life is hard but I'm here to make it easier. So use me. I'm free.

Self discovery

I have a problem with myself. I always have negative thoughts in my mind. I think the worst out of people and I vent my frustration by injecting evils thoughts about others into my mind. I'm showing the inner bitch in me. Great.

So just why can't I enjoy the simple things in life? If only I'm a retard of something, with a simpler mindset, I might even enjoy my life more.

I am screaming inside, in silent. ROAR!

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Bootscut

who is bootscut? haha.

hahahaa!!!

you all got to watch the last part where he helps the guy get out of the parallel parking fix. damn funny shit