Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Name according to Me

I have decided to give you all english names so when you all get baptise or confirm you all can use them! woo hoo! or just to cover up when you need to.

Ye Qiao Yun - Monica

Tan Xi Jia - Jessica ( you can use mandy if you want too! haha!)

Feng Yingyi - Kelly

Monica as in the friends monica cause she's mad and caring. And cause you're so motherly and caring towars us so Monica you shall be!

Jessica as in Jessica Simpson the bimbo cause you've got all the shopping the manicure and pedicure and the beauty craze stuff in your head. But you're not stupid or a bimbo. In fact you're so very clever that's why you're Jessica Tan Xi Jia!

Kelly as in Kelly Osbourne cause she's weird and loud at times. Different and has a dark side. Ying is just like her. She's unique in a special kind of way. And so Hi to you Kelly Feng!

As for me, I am Quinnie Low. Confirmation name : Dakota. I wish to change it to Samantha cause it suits me better. Or maybe something else like Britney. HAHA! NO WAY! ya i wish i was a samantha. or Marx the idiot who created Marxism. At least i'll be more interested in knowing what it is then. Crap! or maybe psychoanalysis or postmodernism.

yours madly and truly,
Quinnie Psychoanalysis Postmodernism Marx Samantha Britney Low Shu Quin

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

Sigh

Same thing. I'm not surprised too. But don't you think it's so sudden? Days ago, things are looking fine, so lovey dovey, so "i'll always be there for you" spirit. Before you know it, it's already over and that's blardee fast! 

Sigh. Don't know when will she ever learn? Learn from past mistakes and not to repeat them? Seems like she's still posessive as before and nothing is done about it. I wonder what actually went wrong in all her relationship? Really don't know whether it's a curse or whatever. All the relationships she had are so short and she's always the one getting hurt. I do feel sad for her and I mean it.

Sigh. She's always getting hurt and so is no4 (I feel). I've noticed they have not been having long term, healthy relationship and always the ones being used. They don't even deserve it. Why are there such guys around and what do they get by doing all these? I don't see a point. All these guys should just die while masturbating or during sex. Anyways, I watched this show on TV the other time and it mentioned this abt men and women - Men love for sex. Women do it for love. hmm..Pretty true.

No4 is doing good these days and really hope things will turn out well eventually. As for her, I hope she grows up.   

Monday, July 26, 2004

surprise ? NOT.

the title says it all. haha too lazy and tired to blog more. let's see how long it'll take before she has a new bf or before they patch. haha. mean is me.

wawa

someone got dumped again i think. are u surprised? gawd. can't she just wake up and smell the damn smelly coffee. bodoh.

Sunday, July 25, 2004

no money what to do

i want to watch. but you all choose the so expensive seats. got cheaper one ma. see how la. you all go watch. my work is up to my nose level. it's flooding. it never seems to stop. irritating. finish the reports and MORE reports come in to do. damn irritating. i wonder if school's so bad next time i go out to work how. aiya i think i shall just finish my studies lose weight and join airlines at least no reports to write or type. no need to think. just act bimbo and bitchy can already. i don't know what i want to be. this is irritating and the article i have to write is irritating the shit out of me. people who are to turn up for interviews come late or give me stupid excuses for not turning up. if they're not interested then just say so la then i can get other people who are soooo keen to do the interview. bloody SHIT! anyways, i gtg. i'm feeling pissed off. people have been stealing my stuff. these people are daryl's mother and sister. fucking bitches i hope they drown when they're swimming. BITCH

kinky.

ah hmmm sorry haven't been blogging alot these few days. been blogging in my blog though. here and there. work is damn tiring. the amount of people applying for credit cards is horrible. how come they're all so rich ? irritating. if only they give me their money. okay nevermind. i wish my workplace has internet access though. all we have is intranet. so sians. and i kept thinking that the big boss is a female because his name is lindsay or something like that. so i thought female lor. only that day i went to the intranet and kpo see everybody's photo then i realise that it's a guy !

private parts. i want to watch i want to watch i want to watch. it's expensive lah. but it seems like a good play. and i've always wanted to go to the esplanade theatre. then, like yun said, must support the arts industry. but of course, i won't go ballet performance also. so yucks. but i won't mind going piano performance. haha.

i got nothing to much to say. a little braindead.

Private Parts

Amanda. hmm..I'll add this to the list of "not-to-be-used" names for my girl next time. HA. So..have you all ever thought of what to name ya kids?? Share share! =Þ 

Anyways, seems like only me and jia (and eus) are interested in watching "Private Parts". YY also thinks it's ex. It's always the price that's pulling us back. MONEY AGAIN. *ARGH* C'mon, you all know that arts itself is EX. Must learn to support the arts industry, if not it will never be recognised and supported in Singapore. (But I would NEVER go watch a ballet performance though! ha) Then it will be a very sad case. Oh yah,  just realised sth, almost all of us are in this line. Coincidence? We are just not science material. heh.

Oh Quin, your dreams are getting weirder and weirder and I dunno what you were talking abt. -__-

Aw Man!

It seems like you all never blog already huh? Very busy with work lately? Take it easy ya. As i said many many many times and i'll say it again. Money is something but not everything. So don't give up your live for it ya? But don't give up on it also la. It's good to know that you all are working your arse off.

I remember who's the one in Friends that dance and say "CAN YOU BELIVE THIS I HAVE NO PROFESSIONAL TRAINING AT AWWL!" and "I'M SUCH AN ARSE!" her name is AMANDA!

haha.

anyways, i've watched all the friends already. i have the last few episodes on my com. you all want can come and watch or i can send to you all also. but wait til after 1st august cause that's when i can legally use my 1500kpbs man. crap i think my singnet bill blow up. 1mb $0.11. i download ALOT ALOT ALOT of stuff. DIE DIE!

oh yes. i haven't been sleeping much and i when i slept yesterday for a while i dreamt about you all. it's stupid. we were in my grandparent's house (my mum's parents) running about and timothy was there screaming at us to STOP STOP THE ROOF IS GOING TO FALL! what the hell... then Daryl was sleeping and i went to sleep with him. then you all still ran about and my grandma came out and look at daryl and i sleeping and laughed. my brain's going boonkers. i shall go sleep. you all take care and hope to see you all soon! miss you all loads! smoochies!

Thursday, July 22, 2004

OIIIII

oooiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!! in school now. super boring. i want to go eat.  BYE! miss you!

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Not bad Not bad..

Regarding the "MUST meet day", it's not a bad idea. Since it's the last day of the working week, it's a good idea to meet up, chill and relax, to end the hectic week. Anyway, I can meet up provided I don't have OT. I think I won't even want to OT on Fridays. Can't wait to get out of office! HA. But we must have a backup plan. If anything cropped up or sth, it's ok not to meet. Must be flexible. Heh.

Oh yah, yy replied me with just "okies" = Now she's taking initiative and we are not free. Sigh. It's the curse! It's the curse!!

The blog is down. Did you give the wrong add?

What is the purpose of working?

Been busy for the past few days too. Come to think of it, I'm busy most of my time at work and this sucks real big time.  What's our purpose of slogging so hard at work? I've been thinking about this for quite some time. We work. We go home. We sleep. Before you know it, it's the next day and the routine goes on and on and on, just like the Lamb Chop Play-along song. Jia should know this very well.

For me now, my  main purpose is money and I don't find it purposeful at all.  Money is so superficial.
Why can't things be simplier? Why must we have money to fulfil our wants and needs? Without money, you can't do things you want to do, you can't travel, you can't study, you can't do this, you can't do that. Seems like some things ONLY money can buy. I don't want to live my life working my ass off just to get money to do and experience things I want to. I think by the time I have the money to travel, I will be like 40? I hate money but yet I want it. What an irony.
 
I want job satifisfaction and appreciation which I've yet to attained and that's kinda depressing. My work life is so stale. Maybe I'm not ready to work.
 
So, what's the ultimate purpose to work? I guess it's for our next generation. We live to pass it on. So I guess the reason behind it is to provide a better life for ourselves and most importantly, our next  generation. But  I cannot even envision until so far! :S Maybe I should start reading the Purpose Driven Life. hmm..
 
Anyways, looks like for now, I still have to work. :S

busy lonely

We're all so busy it seems. I'm busy too. I'm sorry about it but cannot help. I have to chiong ah to pass everything this semester. So i'm sorry if i've neglected you all abit. So i was thinking, we should make a day that we HAVE to meet and stick to it. We came up with this idea before but never carry out. I was thinking Friday evenings. Cause Saturday and Sunday obviously cause Daryl and Royden will be booking out we also like lazy to go out one. Then when Eus go in also another one. And since Friday is the last day of the hectic week. Evenings should be fine right? Unless Jia needs to OT.  so anyways, give some feedback ya?
 
Anyway, yy sms me just now asking if we want to chiong tomorrow or rather later tonight. I think she'll ask u all later. So yups. Like that ah. I'll go if you all going. Cause i'm quite tired also. It's 3.06am now. I've got to be at SPH at 8.30am and i've got class til 5.30pm. After that i'll go home and do my reports and sleep for a while. But if you all meeting let me know ya? I'll definitely go.
 
Oh ya, go see this girl's blog. She's Gillian's ex-bf's current gf. She damn irritating. www.miss-milly.blogspot.com Freaking IRRITATING i tell you.

Monday, July 19, 2004

WHoop PEE DOO!!

now we're all ready... Posted by Hello

wooo

seems like someone's always ready for the camera Posted by Hello

Crestor

what's crestor? i don't know? need a title ma... very difficult to think then i saw crestor somewhere on my table so i type crestor loh. anyway, long time never blog here. so blog loh. anyway, it's 450am and i got full day of classes later. I am tired. I miss u guys alot. I miss Daryl alot. Dammit NS. I hate NS. bloody NS. irritating NS!!!!! Bloody hell. Anyways, had quite a nice time with u all at Irene's chalet. Sorry about losing my temper. Was in a bad mood and was quite stressed with stuff. Anyway a tip for u all. When i'm pissed hor, don't talk to me. I'll probably blow up. No... i will blow up. It'll take me like 15 minutes to cool down then i'll be alright already. So anyway, sorry for blowing up. Especially to Jia ah. Sorry for taking it out on you. Ho ho... try my best not to lose it again. Anyway, i'm done with my report so i'll go rest for awhile before going to class. You all have a good week ahead. eh no. i mean a Great week ahead! See you all real soon i hope. TOODLES AND LOVE YOUS!
 
SMOOCHIE WOCHIES!

Saturday, July 17, 2004

boo

haven't really been blogging here. cause there's no internet in the stupid office. nevermind. check this out. ass deodorant. kinky.

and yes, finally after i don't know how many donkey years, i finally got the email from that wholivesnearyou website. it' s official. gmail sucks.


Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Disgustable

In case you all didn't know, i started the weird and disgusting story on Daryl and Eus KFC Adventure. It's in my blog. Go read ya? Have fun. ahahahaha! it's gross.

Your real japanese name

Check out your real japanese name here!

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

Sorry Ying Yi

I'm sorry Ying Yi! WE'RE ALL SORRY FOR BITCHING ABOUT YOU! SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY!

Thursday, July 08, 2004

book

i just bought this book. it's called meeting the dream giver or something like that. 30bucks. and it's very thin. but i think it might be good. got it from life bookshop. i'm trying to look for the purpose driven life in chinese version for my parents, but singapore no have. the person say maybe taiwan will have. ah anyone going taiwan soon ? but i have no idea what it'll be called in chinese.

woo

i replied in a draft also. go read. i love you all!

draft

i have dedicated something to the 2 of you in draft. yah then you 2 just read it from blogger and don't post it okies ? i don't want other people to read. sorry people.

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

eh ?

eh what pic ? where ? i want see !

Sorry

Sorry Quin. I don't like to have that pic up here.
WHY AM I SEPERATED FROM YOU 3 and WHY IS MY BREAST ON THE CAR! freaking irritating... but on the whole this is quite a nice photo but i still prefer the one below Posted by Hello

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

Unexpected expected news..

Actually, to tell you the truth, the news kinda hit me unexpectedly, but yet its sorta expected. (know what i mean?) Somehow, I feel that it happened kinda fast. (BUT not as FAST as b4) Wonder how fast have they progress? *shrugs* Don't really know him that well, just hope that he will treat her good if not I'll kick him real hard at his nuts! I just want her to be happy and to end all the nonsense shit she had.

Ah yes. I feel the same way too. Really do hope the relationship now will be a long term one and the last one for her. At least, this is not like the one she had with XXX. eh..that's not even an relationship at all?! It's just some lust encounter with no strings attached and the worst thing is she doesn't even know that! People don't just fall for you if you just give in like that. She better wake up now and don't be so blur. Let's pray that we will never have to show her that piece of paper ever again. (It's still with me though)

Anyway, for now, I have no comments about the whole thing. Let's see how things go k? Give her some privacy, I think she needs it. She will tell us if she wants to.

Oh, last thing. Confess your sins here. Interesting..

Monday, July 05, 2004

gross. pretty us.

the previous 2 pics were gross. so i deleted them. and added new ones !


Friday, July 02, 2004

a wonderland of love making

just read jia's blog, you were saying something about getting married why girls keep saying they want to get married. i also want ley. and tomorrow's astrid's wedding. i think i told you liao that day i went to msg daryl "darlie i don't want to DO already. if you want to DO you marry me first. cause i don't want to "a" and later God angry he beat our bum bum!" so hor, i MUST get married if not i can celebrate my celibacy forever. anyway marriage means that you and your loveboy can stay in and sleep together and make love LEGALLY even if your parents open your door they can't say anything. means as a couple you can grow to learn more about each other and be responsible and love each other more. it also means that HE IS YOURS AND ONLY YOURS! and you will have the right to everything he owns and obviously vice versa.

oh, i also read the below post. something about tim being the last for yy? last what? make it more clear ley. oh ya, come to think about it ah, not surprising la. but i told daryl and he was like WOAH then he laugh. crazy. i wish her all the best. hope everything will turn out fine.

oh yes, are you all staying over tonight? if not tomorrow you all take cab come and fetch me i don't want to carry that stupid big basket there all by myself. VERY HEAVY AH!

my leaving phrase - faster marry me ley. hwa hwa hwa.

Thursday, July 01, 2004

eh ah hmmmm

okay the title is abit weird because i have no idea what to put as the title. anyways, the latest news is out. and so hmmm, not very surprised. not very shocked. expected it sooner or later. no comments on it. just hope that she'll be happy. and ah, tim better not bully her or something. if not, i'll be screaming at him and giving him a kick at the balls. let's just hope that this will be her last and she'll be happy forever. isn't it an irony ? we used to say we'll never get boyfriends from boys' schools. and now look at us, all our boyfriends ARE from boys' school. cat high, saint gabs and sji. and i always thought sji guys are gays. yucks.

BAD THURSDAY!

AH CRAP! MY BAG IS SOAKING WET NOW! All my stuffs in it are all frigging WET! EVERYTHING! Damn fucked up! ARGH!

And now..i think it will take FOREVER to get everything to dry up! Sucks! This really dampen my morning! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! What a way to start the new month!

Nevertheless, I wanna thank you (this includes yy) for all the sweet stuffs you had done for me. Thanks for putting so much time and effort to prepare the brownies and muffins for me. Thanks for the 'sparkling' heels. I'll try to wear on Saturday. All in all, it will be a 21st I'll never forget. THANKSssss! *HUGS*

Ah yes. I have a wish to make. Can you all stop calling me AH SOH or AUNTY? =|

*looks at all the wet stuffs on the table* WAH!!!!